Locked Heart

Because of you, I will most likely lock my heart away and throw away the key.
All of this is consequence to the fact that I let myself fall for you.
I had a open heart and optimistic mind. Yet you crushed every moment like the sun rises. Nailed it everytime without a doubt.
Still I foolishly believed in a glimpse beam of moon light to guild us through the darkness, but sadly it never came.
Now here I sit Angry, Sad, Lost but not Alone. Alone is what I felt when I was with you. Suddenly the idea of the Moon Light doesn't speak Salvation.
Now that I have hidden my heart, will the rest of me wither away? Or will it wait for somebody who wants it to come and play?
I do not know... All I can feel is a wieght pulling down on my chest making me wanting to die.
The only thing that keeps my blood boiling is the desire to show you how well I can survive. The gas fueling my drive is that one moment you realize how fast I can Rise.